Hi all!
I'm really trying to be in but I have strong cravings today.
I'm just miserable because I'm getting fired
I don't know what I'm going to do when it happens. The anxiety and the shame are killing me and a bottle or two of wine sounds like a good plan.
I hate when I am like this it's so awful I don't want to start again because I won't stop.
It's freezing so I ditch my meeting I just keep thinking about this it's going to be so embarrassing everybody would and I feel so incompetent.