Sounds a lot like me when I was at the end. I had nothing. Living in a motel. Motel to motel cuz I kept getting kicked out for being drunk or needing an ambulance 3 times a week.... the drama was awful. I caused so many people pain, anger and annoyance. You really could benefit from Al-Anon... They help you deal with what is happening in your life due to someones drug or alcohol dependence. Its like an AA or NA meeting .....but for the friends and loved ones of the addict. Hope this helps you. Lots of hugs
