I've relapsed more times than we could count on our combined fingers and toes. At the moment, I think my sober sprints were more like taking a break from drinking. Not sure I've ever been sober enough to truly call it "relapse."
In any event, my current mindset is to deal with today. Today I will (did) get up early and do some things for me. Today I will go to a meeting and then to work. Today I will come home, read and get to bed early. That's all. No thinking in advance about a week from now or any of those holidays where our society says we "should" or "can" let loose. I have no intention to make that my choice. But all I can deal with today is today.
O