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Old 12-12-2017, 07:19 PM
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I had a few relapses that were a bit longer, three times I broke around the two month mark. The first two months are really hard for me, the cravings are off the charts and I get PAWS really bad.

What ended up helping me the fourth time I made it two months was realizing how long that exactly is. I also felt really really guilty and had a bit of trouble shaking it when I went on a three and a half week bender. I wasn't really a bing drinker I was more of a 24/7/365 all day kind of drinker.

I just passed 10 months this time and I usually just get sick to my stomach if I think about drinking. It's not easy but I'm really looking forward to notching that year mark and I'm not going to let myself break again.
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