Originally Posted by wildflower70

Hi everyone,

I have finally reached 30 full days of being clean and sober. I have been a habitual relapser for the past two years, and now I plan to do things differently. I had 8 sober months 2 years ago, and thought I was done with this for the rest of my life. I made the mistake of thinking I was ready for big decisions such as starting a new relationship, new job, and spending time with my family (all of these are huge triggers for me!). This time I have made the commitment to focus only on me, my health, well-being, and my sobriety. I will not make any big decisions for a minimum of 1 year, as I believe that is how long I will need to feel strong enough to tackle any changes.

If you are struggling to get clean, trust me that if I can do this (after 30 years of partying), so can you. It does get better, you will feel pure joy again, and you can take control of your health and happiness!
Thank you SR for being a tremendous support, bless you all!