Originally Posted by
atalose 
How many of the 7 years you dated him did he use coke? In those 7 years the relationship never seemed to progress beyond dating, did he have commitment issues?
We were in a relationship. I've known him a long long time, before we even got together. I believe he's been using for around 11 years, every week. He asked me to marry him and even bought me a little ring lol.
He used every weekend, that I knew of. Then it became Thursday, Wednesday, tuesdays even. Ultimately, I only know the amounts that he told me but (sorry tmi) I could taste it on him when we kissed and he'd have to fess up then. Dating was never a thing for us, we fell into a relationship fast cause of our friendship. I knew He did a bit on weekends after a few weeks of us being together but only learned how bad it was when I was already in too deep. I saw so many amazing qualities in him and potential that I chose to live with it. As a result, he's almost destroyed my mental health.