Yeah, it was a nose bleed, I am familiar with those for sure. He also picks at his skin a lot, on his legs and I never understood why, I still don’t. I don’t know why anyone would rather spend money on cocaine and destroy the intimacy of a marriage for some fake fantasy with strippers. I suppose I could never be THAT fantasy and if there is one thing I came to accept, it’s certainly that.
I find that the more I educate myself and research addiction, the more confused I get. I am having a hard time understanding their choices, simply because I don’t see them as he does.
You are right, I got blessed with the most amazing gift that God could have given me. My son is everything to me and for all the pain and suffering, my son is truly worth it all.