So it's the weekend, this is where I will have to ride it out. I will stay in tonight, have a bath and read or play some video games. My emotions are all over the place, woke up happy, got some yard work done, then all of a sudden sadness. If you are reading this, and dealt with similar feelings please share how you handled them, and that this will go away with time. I am fine otherwise, but this loneliness and sadness are tough.