Thanks all. You all are the best!
"Fix your soul." Bobbieka thanks for that. Guess I've been trying to do that for a long time. A hundred stories to tell.
William James published "The Varieties of Religious Experience" in some crazy long ago year. In it he wrote:
"The transition from tenseness, self-responsibility, and worry, to equanimity, receptivity, and peace, is the most wonderful of all those shiftings of inner equilibrium, those changes of the personal centre of energy, which I have analyzed so often; and the chief wonder of it is that it so often comes about, not by doing, but by simply relaxing and throwing the burden down."
Well, well. Where have we heard that before? Working on it.