endless nightmares
...complete sobriety +6 months now, every single night an attempt to relive the life lost due decade long secretive and not so secretive using and finally hardcore addiction. Throw in an occasional using dream and, well though my body does awake rested everyday, usually i am just relieved that the night is over. Certainly it doesn't take a PHD to decipher what it means, i am glad i found this forum and realized it's a common part of recovering...