Originally Posted by
Countrylife 
No plans still having a hard time thinking about my life with out drinking!!!! my lifestyle involves a lot of drinking and partying on weekends and of evenings to pass time and relax i never thought alcohol was a bad thing its something Thats been around my whole life I would like to control it and be able to have one drink or go out with friends but Im not sure if that be a smart choice
I'm only 18 days sober, but I do know one thing......an alcoholic simply cannot "have one drink". That was what I've always wanted to be able to do, but it's impossible. Get AA The Big Book asap. The stories there most assuredly showed me this. Real eye opener! You CAN do it.