Wow, can I ever relate to this!
My boyfriend asks that I don’t lie to him about drinking and I don’t anymore. But I still do things like drink booze out of my water cup so he doesn’t know.
Lying is the worst part of this disease to me, my poor family. My parents are totally in the dark about it.
Try not to get deep into the lies, they’ll make your anxiety and depression sooo much worse. It’s terrible.