First meeting I sat at the back and didn’t have to say anything.
Second meeting I sat at the back and the chair started offering the opportunity to share to people at the back of the room first so I was put right on the spot.
I just blurted it it out, and stated that I am an alcoholic.
Glad I did as the worrying about it has now gone.
If being powerless over alcohol makes someone an alcoholic then my description of myself is very accurate.
I also made a deal with myself before I attended my first meeting that I would do every hard thing that was presented to me for the sake of my sobriety so that there was less chance of me chickening out.