Booze was the only thing I ever lied to my partner about and I couldn’t understand why this could make her perhaps not trust me in other things.
I didn’t realise that my lying even about this one thing could erode trust in general eventually because I was so honest with everything else.
My stupid alcoholic brain was just trying to minimalise the damage I was doing so I would keep drinking.
Best thing to do is to remove the common denominator which for me was alcohol.
No more booze, no more lies, trust gets rebuilt and happy days ahead.
Hope it works out for you, it can