I won't Wayne though on days like these it's difficult.
I deactivated my fb because it's pointless my being on there. I could post that I have a terminal illness and no one would even ask how I am. Others post about having a cold and get an outpouring of love.
I'm not sure why I'm not worthy of love but it does seem to be a recurring theme throughout my life. Makes it hard to want to bother extending my life through sobriety, though I have the baby to think of. That'll keep me sober now.