Dandy, I will graciously accept any and all help I can get. I know I can't do this by myself.
Had a big boohoo at the therapist today. It's "just" grief and I know it's normal and to be expected. I have been waiting for the tears and wondering when they would arrive. I went to our storage unit on Saturday. My daughter was taking all of my old furniture. All of these things were in my apartment where some very ugly things happened. Some very lovely things happened there as well. It's a rollercoaster at this point.