fiestybird.....it has only been six weeks since he made the last false promise.....
this probably feels like a lifetime to you, because you are the one sitting and waiting for him......
Like all other humans, you will have to mourn and grieve the loss of the dream... and, I would expect it to take several weeks to several months to really begin to get you sea legs back again......You ae likely to have a mixture of emotions...painful emotions....depending on what day it is. Of course, this will lessen and lessen as time goes on.....but, it won't be on a straight line.
to insure that this never happens again, this is the time to begin to work on your own self...to develop more self esteem and self insight....
We can help you to do that, if you are willing to let us......
You can come out of this much stronger than you ever were before....