Update
I posted a while back about being confused with the sudden change in how my ABF and I were communicating. He told me that he needed time to sort things out and focus on himself. The plan at the time was for us to talk in 3 weeks. It's been 6 weeks. My feelings are all over the place. At times, I feel relief and know that it's probably for the best that it's over. At times, I feel angry because he told me he would not disappear again without talking to me about it. That happened about a month into our relationship. He disappeared without a trace and then showed up about two weeks later. He knows how much that hurt me.
I guess I feel like I should get some sort of closure. If it's over, just be an adult and say so. I'm in the process of boxing up all of his belongings, but it is all I can do to not reach out to him to get some answers. I've read over and over again that no contact is the best way to go, but I'm wavering.