Lei,
I hurt for months after i quit.
So much anguish and torment. It was hell on earth.
But, I needed to quit or I was going to destroy my nice life.
Eventually, I got used to the pain. Now I feel normal a lot.
It took a long long time, but it is worth it.
I prayed for God's help. I still do.
I posted and read about addictioN all the time. It helped to fight off the craves.
I still crave, but it is not like before.
At 3 days, I was still under the detox phase. After about a month clean, it became all mental, except for the healing.
The physical healing took months...I am still getting stronger. The mental healing is slow slow. I am still a bit jacked up.
Thanks.