That sounds so unfair, Flavia. You put up with his bullcrap for all those unsettling years and then when he finally gets it he doesn't get you. They say life isn't always fair but that doesn't mean you're doomed to failure. It's time to take care of yourself, let go and let God.A new chapter awaits and you don't want to miss it. And if you achieve a happy and healthy existence for yourself your children will notice and want to be a part of that. I wish you well.