Taking pics of our addicts passed out drunk on the toilet... I took a pic of my addict writhing in the back yard. I thought, this is crazy, no one would believe this crap... so I took a pic. Then my phone erased it. Stupid phone.
I'm sorry for what you and your son have suffered. Time to move on and look after him, give the boy the energy he needs from you. Time to celebrate the holidays without the insanity. Take care of yourself.