Oh Lovely. i'm so sorry.
No one has the right to say or do anything to make you feel crap. No one. You are so loved and appreciated here. I know its not the same.. but I hope with all our support you can find that inner mojo.. and start getting your confidence back.. which will come from inside you... not someone else. If someone is not on your side... or by your side.. think hard . one big punk rock girl power hug coming your way. xxxx