Toots- thanks. Deep words. There is probably a subliminal element of that in there... some people love to **** and moan- but do nothing to improve their lot. I suppose one difference might be I do not want to do this stuff- but do so b-cause it seemed the 'right' thing to do. Your words have given me even more reason to think this stuff thru and dome to a decision before the next feral meeting (Monday).
Prayers SE
Good about your eye, Itch.
I had a chuckle last night. A guy at the meeting my friend/sponsor like to go to (he is 3 million years old and like routine..so every Wed we go to a 'spiritual' meeting, which is the same as any other meeting- except one person talks for a long time in the dark with candles) shared his spiritual awakening- where numbers and dates MEANT that something happened (he realised this decades later). My chuckle is that at present I am about 600 days sober. Doing a quick calculation- this means on my b-day, I will be 666 days sober.