Originally Posted by
Doubledee 
Thank you everyone who offered advice. Wow this post was five years ago. I don't think I logged in after I posted this message, though I wish I had. My life has gotten quite out of control recently and I'm going to give sobriety another go. I feel posting on this forum more often will be a good start.
Welcome back DD. You must be 26 now. How did your studies go?
I gahtheer from your post that things might be worse now than they were five years ago. Would this be true? If it is, it seems to be a thing with alcholism. It always gets worse over time.
It might be wise to think about a plan for recovery. I found it very hard to stay focussed when my plan was just not drinking. It worked ok, sometimes for a whole day, but I always seemed to forget why I was doing it, and end up drunk gain.