Good luck in starting over Stubbs.
I am an alcoholic too. I'm not sure. i have said that out loud much. In my head, many a time.
Well!!
October 2017's, I made it through day 1 and am in bed now, alcohol free.
I've made a blog and was able to list 8 things that helped me do that TODAY.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Good luck everyone and I look forward to sharing this journey with you all wherever you are on it.