Sohard,
7 days is wonderful!
Yep, it was fun drinking. A longggg time ago. More recently for me, it was blatantly an escape and not fun in any way. Just running away, which grown people aren't supposed to do. At least in such a hedonistic way. Maybe you also miss other things about those days long past that you also would not do today? Maybe you could put drinking in that "bucket" of youthful behaviors that you no longer do. Just an idea.
I'm sorry I forgot - I know you go to therapy, but what is keeping you from going to some group (or groups) for camaraderie?
Good good good.
What's your next target and what might keep you from getting there?
xo
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