determined to change
Hi all
As many others on here, I found this forum whilst googling my alcohol problem. I am determined to give up drinking after another night where I was completely out of control, embarrassing myself in front of people in the small town I live in by being black-out drunk again. I spent most of the day yesterday wishing I wasn't even here anymore and today is not much better. I have acknowledged I have a problem before and tried AA but it wasn't right for me. I don't drink on a daily basis but when i do drink, it can often go wrong.
I am getting married next year and I want to be a good wife, a good mother and a good person. Not someone stumbling from bar to bar on their own on a Saturday night.
I am just so incredibly jealous reading your posts and wanting to live my life sober. I know that this is the only way I will be truly happy.
Any advice or support is needed, feeling down at rock bottom at the moment.
Thank you.
RM