Hi and welcome iamme31
SR helped me turn my life around, so I know we can help you do the same.
Tapering never worked for me - if I could control my intake I wouldn't need to taper, y'know?
I always recommend seeing a Dr - I can't say I know of any country that involuntarily admits patients into hospital, so personally I wouldn't worry about that - but I understand your fear.
If things get worse tho, I hope you'll consider getting some medical help?
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