I really never would have believed that I could say something so bad and be treated so warmly.
I'm sure I am making plenty of excuses ... I can't do this today because of (insert lie to self).
It will sound pathetic ... But I am afraid ...
Afraid to tell anyone, afraid to admit it and afraid to ask for help .. Afraid I will fail ..
Honestly, if I thought I could go to the ER and not be admitted ... I would be there within the hour ... But I'm afraid.
I may try calling and inquiring about their standard procedure ...
I've never met anyone with my problems and not knowing what to expect ... It really is frightening for me.
But I guess I have you guys now
