You have a month of sobriety right? So now is the time to go into action. This disease will not go away on its own. You have to develop a plan and work it. Achieving long term sobriety is more than just not drinking. It's about a lifestyle choice. It's staying busy in your sobriety. Forget about the fun you think you deserve. You need to fight this tooth and nail. 1 month is critical. Get into action or risk slipping into the abyss of alcoholism. It's a deadly disease. Treat it as such.