Originally Posted by
Cuckoo 
Whilst I know that everyone gains so, so much once sober, I was wondering if there was one single thing that was so huge for your motivation to get and stay sober ?
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self hatred- it was get help getting sober or kill myself.
which was kik started by my ( by then ex) fiance kikin me to the curb the morning after my last(to date) blackout drunk.