thanks :) another day sober
Thank you, Edward, Vigilance, Dee, StayingSassy, and Peaceful, really, thank you all so much. Your wise words are helping. It's good not to be alone.
I'm trying real hard to remember what life was like when I was drinking...so that I don't repeat it. I was tired, cranky, guilty, checked out, full of regret, constant headache, bloated, not sleeping properly, and sad. Doesn't sound like much fun, does it, Stayingsassy? I deserve fun? I love that you said that.
I just realized that I am sad. A wave of deep sadness washed over me. I need to cry. When I get off work I'll go home and try to cry. Then I'll take the dog and head to the beach for a stroll. I really need to practice this self-awareness self-care thing. Other people figure this out as teenagers, right? Sigh.
Thanks again, all. TGIF!