Well....thats me back at day 1. I drank a bottle of wine and 2 beers last night. I feel absolutely gutted. Was prescribed some diazepam yesterday for some side effects of hormone treatment Im having. Never had it before and the minute it kicked in I had the most massive craving I can remember having. It was like the part of my brain which copes with craving wasnt there and I had none of the tools I use day to day. Its evil stuff and in the bin now. Its also dangerous to drink on them so I am lucky Im ok today. Sorry, I feel like Ive let us both down. Almost 7 weeks was huge achievement for me. Just got to start over with a good attitude. At least I know I would never have drank if I hadnt taken those pills. They opened the door and my AV walked right in. It also been tough with no internet so Ive not been on here as much as before.You are doing an awesome job Endoftheday. Stick with it!
