Originally Posted by joandmelandhan

My heads such a mess Im not even sure if I've checked in. It's a non negotiable part of my day and the fact I've forgotten is a bit upsetting. Everything is a bit upsetting. Somethings changed inside me and I don't like it. I was feeling so positive and then......its all gone a little wrong. Not making me want to drink but wrong nontheless.
I wonder if I'll ever be "normal" with a couple of gal pals I can see now and again and some little hobbies. Thats what other people do. I just eat sleep work repeat.
Sorry honey buns I am committed to 24 more. Just down. Lots of love xxx