Originally Posted by Smile1478

"Leads me to one conclusion and that is that my relationship is seriously affecting my mental health because I can't pinpoint it on anything else."

I could have wrote that myself. Doing the medical checks as well because just do not feel myself and to rule anything else out. I have no advice but understand exactly where you are. I have always been hopeful, positive person and feel I have changed for the worse. Take care and best to you.