Who am I yeah thats a good question. I have struggled with this time and again when I get sober. For me when reality hits I chose to run back to the bottle rather than face my life so many times. As I am newly sober now theres a bit of fear growing already surrounding this question. I am scared of the past and the future.
Theres no other option but to face it head on this time for me. Just happy I can go a little at a time.