Originally Posted by
Hevyn 
Thinking of you, Sohard - really hoping you won't cave & cause yourself more misery. I'm very glad you are talking it over here. We care.
Thank you so, so much for the support. I held off and didn't drink. It was shocking. Im sincerely shocked. and I know it's because of all of your support. I'm going home to bed now (it's easier to sleep/lie there than wish I had some wine in front of the tv). I kept thinking about how someone the other day on horrible night #1 of sobriety said if I made it through that, I never would have to again. So that pulled me back from a disaster. Thank you God!!!!!