So screwed up. I was feeling solid on my day 3. But I'm off to my mom's for the night, where we always have a couple glasses of wine (and then I have a bottle or 2 after she goes to sleep). The second I walked into her apartment lobby I started CRAVING wine, thinking if I'm going to screw up, now on day 3 is the day to do it!
This is vicious. I literally don't know how anyone wins this battle. I don't think I can. And that attitude, I know, is 1/2 the problem. It's just SO DAMN HARD.