Thank you!
I have thought about meetings for a long time but have been in such denial with that (im not an alcoholic mindset) that I havent gone. I am looking into it though. Ya the past 6 days has been crazy. Especially with friends and family thinking im nuts for trying to quit. I know I gotta get certain people out of my life unfortunately in order to change my ways. Yes I cant wait for this withdrawal to end. I havent slept much due to the mass insomnia im dealing with. Im used to passing out rather than sleeping.