Thanks Ananda, it's good to hear your calm, comforting voice. Even though I've never heard your voice but in my head it's calm and comforting and when I read your message I thought, 'yes, Ananda's right. We all just need to calm down and let things be'.
I always want to try to sort things out straightaway .... always looking for that instant fix but I need to let go of my addict thinking and accept there's not much I can do right now.
I hope everyone knows how much I love them and how much I want our little family back together. Whenever anyone comes back, I'll be here. In the meantime, let's stay strong and sober because that's what we deserve. Love you xxxxx