Thanks guys/girls
I am trying to commit , trying to convince myself that maybe I should stick to non alcoholic beers - or try them. I feel like once I get my feet underneath me I’ll be ok, I’m not shy or anything , and it (blackouts and stupid stuff) doesn’t happen all of the time but without fail they will happen . This past weekend it happened again in front of a bunch of people - golfers , about 60 of them and I was the most tanked. If I stick to beer I know I will be okay for awhile and then I’ll be having another one of those mornings (wtf) did I say or do last night.