A new rock bottom
Last night I caved drunk all the alcohol I had plus some of hubby's beer. I hate beer but I wanted more and didn't care what it was. I was so ashamed of myself.
I am a binge drinker. I can go all week without anything then Fri and Sat come and I want drink and lots of it. Then I get narky if hubby tries to get me to slow down. I gave up completely back in Jan 2013 for about a year and a half! Here I am again fatter and more disappointed in myself than ever. I now know I am not able to moderate so here we go day 1 of the rest of my life.