Originally Posted by venuscat

Because I need to tell on myself here....

I spent a few days this week almost suicidal..... I looked terrible last Sunday.....really unwell. When I saw the first photos I had a complete breakdown....I was almost catatonic for a day there.

After that, I put the pictures and photographer in Nick's hands....and asked him to get her to do what we asked for, black and white mainly....if there are any pics that don't make me cry I will post them.