Clearing driftwood.
I spend a lot of hours at a local beach and in my drinking days I used to bring home small driftwood pieces with the thought of making them into some beautiful thing. When I got sober I decided I didn't need to have a pile of driftwood in the dining room any more, and I wasn't going to turn into a sculptor - AND there is always more driftwood at the beach. That's one of those little comforts in life.
Lots of stuff got cleared. It's amazing how much more positive my thinking and my decisions are these days. Thanks SR.
(I didn't make this^^)
SAH, I'm sorry to hear you are drinking, I hope you learn to love yourself at least enough to stop this slow suicide. We all have feelings of insecurity - drinking doesn't fix that, it just makes those negative thoughts stronger.