I'm sorry you had a relapse, but I'm glad you are back here. If you had waited for Christmas it would have cost you a lot more than just time. Exercising is hard, takes lots of commitment and goes away fast when you stop. I hope you get back to your sobriety goals and leave this moment behind. I guarantee today, tomorrow and the holidays will all be better for you. Good luck with romance too, I know the heart can get lonely.