There is much that changes in recovery, and it is supposed to show you the beauty of life. But if you dont choose to see it, you will never want to rid yourself of your addiction.
What an awesome post, you brought tears to my eyes. Congrats on your 29 days....keep it up. You are a true inspiration, showing us what can happen when we make the decision to quit, when we choose to have faith in something, even it if it is something that we may not understand just yet.
have a great time.