Originally Posted by
AshleyB 
I'm sorry bud! I'm sure she didn't throw them away. As for the instagram post i'm sure she knows you're reading up and maybe wanted to sting you a little bit. I'm not sure I don't know her. But I can tell how much you love her. Give yourself some time, and her some time....maybe things will work itself out.
Agree with Ashley regarding the sting perhaps.
Only way through it is through it I'm afraid but you will feel much better much sooner and be able to deal with the things and feelings that come your way if you are sober.
You never know what the future might holdout for now I would be staying away from any social media that could affect my mental state too much.
I know it's tough, hang in there