Old 09-21-2017, 12:10 AM
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Originally Posted by Renvate View Post
And Its when Iam so jolly and happy at 30+ days that I actually forget the damage that I've done .. to pretty much everything.

I am worried though. that I will feel "cured" once along time sets in. And this will fool me into drinking. I suppose that's what checking into SA Is for.....but I just had a realisation. That this previouse sentence was alcoholism talking, if you know what i mean.
Same! Everything is good until I think I can stop checking in here... then that goes okay for a while but a few months later I'm back to drinking. It only takes me 30 seconds to come on here in the morning and check into the 24 hour thread so there is NO reason not to do it. With the amount of time I gave to drinking I can spend 30 seconds every day for the rest of my life posting on here.
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