Matt,
Welcome. This place saved my life.
Ime...getting over the physical addiction was hard, but dealing with mental reshaping has been a living hell.
Dealing w the world clean is amazing now, but for a long long long time I suffered mental anguish that brought me to my knees in tears.
That is part of why so many folks end up relapsing or on meds.
I am a loner by nature and come here to find some interaction about booze.
Get clean, hydrate, exercise, eat healthy, find new hobbies, and stay clean.
Unlearn drinking, it is not natural to be in a drunken stupor or hungover.
Thanks.