Welcome.
Why not Google the AA meetings in your immediate or surrounding areas? You wouldn't have to tell anyone anything if you don't want to, but listening to others talk about their own experences can certainly impart that bit of hope that can make such a difference to us.
Chances are there will be meetings you could get to today. You don't need to register or enrol - you just turn up, grab a coffee, take a seat and open your ears and mind.
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